Tuesday, January 26, 2010;
typed out on ; 9:28:00 PM
emotional~
good thing that there's still a blog to vent my emotions...
JJ has been struggling to and thinking through these few days...
Back in 3/2008, I went to shanghai with an empty shell.
little did I know that I brought back feelings for someone.
someone whom I seldom talk to...
10/10/2008 marks a very impt date.
Cause we got together and I began with a new story new chapter...
lots of sweet moments we've gone through.
cherishing every single moments that we are together.
i enjoyed sharing my life with her. introducing every part and parcel of my life...
trying to stay focus and be logical in my life.
but I guessed emotion has won.
I can't wait to see her every single days.
Yes ppl! JJ has fell deeply in love with her.
I can't stop myself from thinking of her every single moment.
school are boring.
BGR in sch is still my Best memories my sch life.
5/2009, Finally graduated from poly... we went the flyer.
Our best night for the yr. esp when we were at the top...
6/2009, JJ has got to move on to his career!
its time to think about his future seriously~
lots of planning for months...
hardships are not a problem to me.
Trainings are nvr impossible for me.
I did my work with what I've got.
with one person in mind. its her!
my main battery life to bring me carried out my best performance.
because we are working towards OUR FUTURE!
sweat and blood is nothing as compared to the free time I have inside.
I would rather get myself super busy and super tired.
cause the more free time I have, I will find myself missing her most of the time.
10/10/2009, 1st yr sia.
Looking forward for many many anniversary! XD
12/2009, very hard to get myself new image.
luckily still managed to change the outfit.
I tried something I nv tried before on christmas eve.
But I guessed my mind already fixed myself a target.
Wear nice nice and differently everytime I see her.
so she won't get tired of me at all. muahahaha...
here comes 2010...
Jan was long and difficult to endure.
but finally my training ended.
my next chapter has gonna start soon.
24/1/2010... I guess this day affected me till now.
arguments are common. but this is different.
when u asked me do I feel tired of you really really breaks the heart...
I dun see the confidence u have in me.
I dun see the sunny side of you but only dark clouds~
I cannot believed my tears dropped when I am typing this.
I can't seems to control it to stop.
my heart felt so painful that I just feel like lying on my bed and let myself cry till I slp.
I found myself hard to start a conversation with u yesterday.
suffering from severe insomnia.
I didn't managed to slp last night.
the fear that our relationship is almost falling apart...
and I felt helpless~
you will nv know how much I love you. cause its endless.
I dun believed in going around telling ppl how much I love you,
cause Love is not through words but my actions.
u can't see it but u can feel it.
getting together is not abt going out together everytime we met.
but to understand each other, to think for each other, working towards the future.
Labels: emotions
Sunday, January 10, 2010;
typed out on ; 11:38:00 PM
Its a lot of emotions here and there...
practically I've changed alot since the last time I was still single...
I sort of gave up party-ing... becuz gf doesn't do so...
I sort of gave up drink-ing in pub or else where... becuz gf doesn't do so...
I sort of seldom hang around with my frenz becuz i spend my weekend with my gf too.
jia lat sia. my social life seems to be messed up.
I didn't even go bowling nowadays because gf dun bowl... even sports life kena...
JJ seriously need to do something to balance up.
because when i talk to my frenz ar. i often talk abt my gf gf gf. so its not very healthy huh.
abt not suitable for my frenz who are singles...
JJ needs some balancing!!!
Labels: Balance In Life
Monday, January 4, 2010;
typed out on ; 5:27:00 PM
My first post in the yr 2010!I guessed I spent quite a fruitful time during my clearing leave season.
Bro KK. LOL! 
Bro KK and future 2nd Sister-in-law aka 二嫂! LOL!
And not to forget
Bro Sze Herng!!! =DHehex. enjoyed to the max. Thx to the K-ing on 1/1/2010.
I've downloaded all the songs that we sang and uploaded onto my iPhone! So basically I can now have my own K Session! lol!
While everyone seems to be enjoying the holidays and yup time passed way too fast! My 2 weeks of clearing leave is done. Bro Sze herng is back to Thailand, I am back to work again! Hopefully brothers can reunite faster!!! =)
Labels: 2010
