Monday, June 8, 2009;
typed out on ; 12:18:00 AM
alright.
if ur noticed...
my countdown starts in the afternoon
weee.
Time Check: less than 34 hours.
Mood Check: Excited.
Battery Check: Gonna Knock Out Soon. >.<
oh well. with my last training in npcc ended.
I shall release off from my duty ... FOR NOW! haha.
because my duty has not finish but only met the end of certain chapters.
a quick recap of what i have done these yrs...
oh well, yrs ago.
I came back to SGS.
My mind was telling me "pls give me a batch of 'GUAI' kids"
and yeah. Fate brought them to me.
a bunch of little monkeys...
alright, i have to confess that they are really DAMN CUTE and INNOCENT when they came in as sec 1 la.
I pity them anyway also. because I was their CI-in-charge for the next 4 YRS! LOL
given my devilish training, I am sure they will suffered throughout.. wahahaha.
oh well. time passes quite fast...
I must admit that they really suffered for the first year.
because I was rather strict with them.
frankly speaking, teaching them were also rather blood-vomitting...
haha.
sometimes, u felt angry when they do the wrong things.
but at the same time u felt funny at the wrong things they done.
alright alright, i know i am being psycho + devilish...
-_-"'
and yup.
2nd yr was rather up and down.
because many things happened...
but my mindset did not change...
I still came down training as usual because these Kids are my main lifeforce in training.
many ppl asked me this questions again and again.
"why u always go down training?"
my answers will be same yr after yr.
"Imagine the Kids are waiting for u to teach them new things"
"Imagine without ur time and effort to guide them whats right whats wrong at their age."
I told my frenz that I dun place high hopes that they must do well.
But I do expect them to grow under a good environment and develop a good characteristic
eventually able to know what is right and what is wrong.
in their 3rd yr. My challenging yr...
as usual la. they are in their puberty stage...
Boys start to act handsome, Girls start to learn how to be more "shui"... -_-
ai ya. its very normal la. everyone will go through that stage de...
they need some pride, basic Respect, a cube to store their thoughts inside.
last but not least, the attention that they wan us to notice about them.
ending up in the 4th yr...
they 've more or less grown more mature than last yr...
The way I treat them is again more different already.
More Pride in them, More respect for them, More attention on them.
why? because they are graduating soon!
given the latest feedback on their results...
OMG! TERRIBLE! i noticed alot of RED LINES under their Marks...
I wish them all the Best in their final examinations.
as if I were behind them giving them moral support. hahaha.
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